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1. There’s an awful cost to getting a PhD that no one talks about

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One night during the third year of my PhD program, I sat on my bed with a packet of tranquilizers and a bottle of vodka. I popped a few pills in my mouth and swigged out of the bottle, feeling them burn down my throat. Moments later, I realized I was making a terrible mistake. I stopped, trembling as I realized what I’d nearly done.

The beginning alone is quite a ride, and it stays grim from there. The article talks about the price of getting a PhD degree: depression, anxiety attacks, and a rate of mental illness far above the population average. The competition is fierce, and no one pities the weak: defend or die.

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Dream - Horse-nosed girl on a bus

Let's continue the series of phantasmagorias. Today on the program we have a bus from the Berlin airport, in which every time I ride, I constantly run into the exact same girl. With a nose like a horse's (but not a horse face!). It feels like she lives there, she shows up so often. The girl talks about music and other entertaining stories. These tales are so entertaining that they transport the listener to other worlds, each to their own little universe.

Also, the girl often goes out to the vestibule (as it turns out, there is one here), and there you can catch her  with a massive  afro-joint, which she is smoking together with her mom.

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